For those of you that post your experiences here, do not think that your time under the thumb of the WTBTS was for not. Reading about the experiances of ex-Jehovah's Witnesses has been interesting and helpful. It has also been intriging, since no two experiences seem to be exactly the same. It is helpful to me, an outsider, in gaining insight and some understanding what it is like on the inside.
I sometimes wonder if I am so weak that the Lord kept me from joining. 24 years ago I attended a Kingdom Hall for a short time. I knew something was not right, but I could not tell you why at that time.
Since a high school friend contacted me two years after 24 years of silence and the reason I was attending the Kingdom Hall, I have been burdened with starting an out reach or joining an existing out reach to Jehovah's Witnesses.
Your words and experiences will be helpful to me. Thank you for your willingness to share, no matter the hurt that you feel.
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